twenty????

i never know that this feeling will be like this.
Fow whole yesterday...my heart feeling uncomfortable without i know the reason why.But surely i knew....something i was waiting for.

and second after second i passed //those were like many burden i must keep on my shoulder...or just like ther's somthin wanna be released from inside.
and at the time...00.00 ....i just can said from my heart...is this the feeling???!!!couldn't be described...far...far beyond the words and expression
Twenty???
It's just a number??
Symbol of numerical???
Continoue of 19???
or it will be somethin to wake me up???grow me up??and appear many things of me,,

U may be don't understand this all ..what i've written.I don't care.I just think ,,,,is this twenty??/I never believ it