Life After Married

It;s been almost 2 months in our marriage life, and I still feel that we're dating. :D. Perhaps because we are not together everyday just like most people. He has job in another island and we just meet every few months. As a normal woman I want us together every single day, who doesnt want it goes that way?? But life is life, everything cant goes as we want. So just live your life the best you can. And in my mind, it;s better I keep the feeling that we're dating, so it will make our relationship always fresh and excited I.Hohoho,come on I write this post is not for discussing our type of relationship.

What I want to write is marriage, however it is, changed u. Though I said my feeling is still dating, it changed me.I who used to love cooking, loving cooking more but when he is at home. When he is away, I;m totally loose my mood to cook. And then, I'm now struggling to be much more patient than before. I;m a very spontaneous and moody, so being a wife forces a part of my self to control my emotion. I cant frankly say "Ok, we re break up" as easy as a dating couple, it;s a marriage Girl!!!! Even if that time he is annoyiiinggg error level, I just can shut the phone and sleep hoping my anger gone after it.hahahaa. And last but not least, I;m the financial manager now, a bit more complicated,it;s much more simple when you are single. LOL.

Over all, I;m happy with this new life..so much happy. I can hug him freely, I can do everything with him *halaaalll euyyy*, I have someone to rely on in every way I am. I love you my husband and no doubt I miss u.XOXO.